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Where were you, God?Okay God,
I want the truth
The truth the prove that your out there
Where were you when I was teased and mocked?
Where were you when I was beaten and almost died?
Where were you when I felt alone?
Where were you when I cried myself to sleep?
Where were you when I got my heart broken?
Where were you when I felt unloved?
Where were you when my "friends" turned there backs on me?
Where were you when I was about to jump of that bridge?
Where were you, God, when I needed you most?
My Dear Child,
I was there through it all
When you were teased and mocked,
I stood by your side
When you were beaten,
I protected you which is why your s
In His armsOn cold nights like these
Where all is dark
And not a person in sight
Is when she whispers her hearts prayer
She is praying
Praying for things people say cannot happen
But her faith is strong
And she will not give up
As she wanders the street
Alone and cold
She continues to whisper
Her heart's prayer
Her rags are torn
And her feet are bare
As she finds a corner to sleep in that night
She continues to pray
Her prayer is simple
It goes like this
Its another day gone by
I'm still cold.
I still have no where to go.
But I know I'm not alone.
My parents are gone
But I still have you
And I won't give up
Sweet RevengeYou have consumed my mind
And have destroyed my heart
You've been driving me crazy
Since the start
I try to shut you out
And ignore the pain
You end up in my life again
Your words are cruel
But you get me when I'm weak
So I'm like your tool
Playing me whenever you want too
I try to plug my ears
And close my eyes
But everywhere I go
I see you with that smile
Your like a curse cast over me
Which has led me to insanity
Its like your in my blood
Making it boil
Its like your in my soul
Making me gloomy
And its like your in my heart
Making me cold and bitter
I try to shut my mouth
And just walk
A GirlI'm a girl. A shy girl.
A girl that keeps her mouth shut and hides in places where no one can find her.
Her thoughts and her past are covered by lies.
She's scared to tell the truth mostly because there's something about her past which fills her with shame.
I'm a girl. A girl you ignore.
I don't get noticed.
If I do, I have a tendency of shutting you out.
I'm scared to trust you.
Maybe its because I don't know if you'll betray me
I'm a girl. A girl you talk about behind her back.
You think she's not there so you open your mouth and spill out all this junk.
Have you ever tried turning around?
Because she's standing right behind
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More